I hate myself
I hate
I hate
I hate what I feel
What is it am I to emotionally sensitive
That must be it
I take things so literally
Little things that are said
little things that are done
little torments of my own mind
I only wish I was more dense in the mind
Maybe then I would not feel all bent out of shape
I feel very confused
For I realize that
either I am reading her
language
emotions
words
All wrong and therefore making me a fool
Or I am getting only half right then I feel confused
or I am totally right then I am a feeling accordingly
But all in all I think i am just to sensitive
I think i won't change for I want to be sensitive
But oh Lord it hurts
for the hurts will continue
as long as I am a sensitive person
But oh lord don't let me change