A year and a long time waiting
a very long time indeed
Hoping that there was a god
hoping for that perfect someone
knowing that I could not search
I see that now
that when it all happened
it is like rain
For not one but another must play the game
the game of matchmaker
I turn inside and wonder at it all
I laugh with all my might
with all my heart
For in all this time
wouldn't you know it
all would be in just a few weeks time
It's very flattering
very confusing
very scary
I will move on as best I can
as best under the pressure of it all
For all will turn out as I want it
for the stars tell me so
for my life has been a text book of perfection
of loneliness
of loving
of caring
of giving
of sadness
of great loss
It all goes on and comes to a point
the vanishing point of reality
Where daydreams become reality
of reality becoming daydreams
for I pinch my self
and I wake up to find
It all it true
the waiting is over