Turmoil rises inside me
She is coming and I don't know
I just don't know
Everything that was said
all that was done
I want her badly
the heart sinks
Logic dictates what must happen
the heart dictates what will happen
the carcass moves without thought
the flesh quivers
To bad this is not a soap
to bad you not better understood
to bad you don't know your self
To bad
My imagination runs wild
the many forks in my life go on for ever
which road to choose
toss a coin
Confusion rides like a wave
Clarity running at the same pace
nothing like seeing and not reacting
The time turns
nothing is said
no new thought to say
the intellect shuts off
we fall asleep in each others arms
a safe feeling envelopes
The music stops