A sadness comes once again
it hits like a train of pain
I look at you and know there is no love
I can see in your heart there is none for me
The caretaker in me knows how to heal
Knows what makes you tick
Knows everything about you and wants to love you
To show you a better way
I look at you laugh
I look at you smile
the sideways glance
the knowing in your eyes
I can see with such clarity now that you will be alone
I can see the darkness surround us all
as its closing in I must step out or forever fall for you
I must realize there is nothing but a friend here for you
A sadness comes once again
You steal a glance at me and I smile
My heart reaches out and is whacked
Your words stated so clearly
So clearly that for me there is nothing in return
For your husband someday everything
Oh how one day I wish to see
Only to see your heart love once again