this not what it was before
all these feelings that I share
I have never lived before
I cant believe I am here
I am the person that I want to be
I am saying the words
Never sure if they are right
now that I am here I am so far away
tears find my soul
tearing it apart
I cant believe I am there
this is not who I was
I struggle with it all
all the mistakes that make me
now that I am here
I feel I can face it just once more
this is the person I am today
in all of the feelings
in all of my soul
I cry for the world
this is who I am
and these are my words
and I think I am doing ok
sleeping