After such a long time
I never thought I would be so lonely
Sitting in my thoughts lost of the way
The hurt gets worse
For the hurt comes in way of a song
Touching softly on my soul
That is still tender after all the years
The hurt gets harder
The day's roll together
I seek for what I cannot have
I think of what I need
I feel abandoned in this world of hurt
Never have I known such things
To walk away clean
To know that there is someone out there
To feel life as it should
Sitting with thoughts like this
I feel the hurt
I feel the loss
I feel time
After such a long time