I am lost in my emotions
lost in the decisions that are mine
I know how I must choose
loss is all that chooses me
a partner is what I want
crime is all the passion
its seeds my soul
and feeds on my mind
I know what you want
I know what you need
I can feel it
I can smell it
I cannot be it
I must separate it
I must control it
the seed is there
destruction for you
for me
for everyone
can you see it
a partnership is all I can give
a friend is the best that I know
a desire
a passion
these emotions must go
for the faltering of my mind
I wander in the despair
of this life I have created
don't ask what I am thinking
for the answer you'll have to live with
don't ask for it cannot be
for I am but an avatar upon your life
guiding you to the edge of the cliff
on which you can watch me fall
can you see it
can you feel it
Lost in my emotions