As I walk through the Valley of the shadow of my heart
I am stunned to find the myth of what was me
I find that the river of pain that has been with me is found
Its strand trailing all the way back to the beginning of time
I find that I am dead in my head and my heart bleeds for the sound of me
This myth that is lived in my life is just a fleeting shadow that I cannot touch
I walk though the mists shrouding my life and look at the whole
Looking at the strands that weave us all together
The silence is deep in this valley and I cry out as the shock way hits my heart
The pain runs deep I am falling again and there is no end
Fire surrounds me as I fall into the Valley and I expect to land
I want to feel grounded but looking up the heard beats with constricting pain
As I close my eyes I can see the Valley and the path that can lead to the end
I look at my self and find that I have been this way my whole life
I am holding onto a false hope of who I am and who I can be
Things twist and move around I am swallowed in the pain of it all
Evil is disguised in everything I do, it’s called chaos and I know its theory
I analyze it and I live with in its shadow and I am dead and I am alive
I feel its grip and I walk forward not knowing if I will ever get out
All I have is the strand that lies behind me showing where I have been
The river of pain and the shadow of my heart guide me towards the end
I see nothing but darkness as I reach for what is beyond
I know that no one will ever go where I am going save for me
I walk forward