You’re scared of the future
You shy away from the thoughts
You hesitate and I don’t know why
I touch the subject and I know I shouldn’t have
I fear like a little boy
I relive the past and fear I will fall into the same pattern
I should not feel that way but I know what I know
I feel the loss already
We have broken the rules
I don’t know if I can wait
Nothing should be left unsaid
No waiting is what we agreed upon
I stand here waiting
I know I said I can wait
But it violates everything and I fear all is lost
I hate where this is going
Sadness fills my heart on this day
I wish I could take it all back
I am trembling
I am crying
My little boy is lost
He is looking for someone to hold his hand
He’s looking but, once again he’s alone in the world again, alone
With his heart crying for someone to hold him
Lost