Once again I cannot sleep
Once again I lay here in my thoughts
My mind is wandering
My heart is heavy with it all
I am bruised in my heart
I am seeing all my mistakes
I am seeing all my cuts as they bleed down my cheeks
I am crawling looking for a place to scream
Please give me a reason to go on
I don't want to make mistakes
I want to be the perfect Man
My voice is weak as the throat closes and my heart aches
Once again I cannot sleep
I just lay here in my thoughts and look at the stars in my mind
I wonder when it will all be clear
There must be a place where I can go
So I will continue to lay here in my thoughts
So here I am just a man with a heavy heart
So in my life I will only know in time where my wandering mind will take me
I know that I won't have a second chance so I must live with what I have
Maybe someday we will know how I work
How my mind keeps wandering and how the heart can be lighter
But for now I will live with my daemons
For I just won't make the same mistakes